Library

Libraries are a love hate relationship. Nice to check out books, but the can be mean. I tried to return a dvd, my lovely children lost the cover and I can't find it, it has been misplaced for a week. She would not take it back. So I said I don't want late fees, $1 a day, so what should I do, She said you can buy it. Lovely. I know it is not in print. Hopefully we will find it soon, and we will no longer be getting movies from the library. I would rather rent them at Horkleys/ Great Scotts for only a $1 something a day. What made me ticked was she acts like I am the only unresponsible person, well I know other people have late fees and loose things. What about when I have returned items, and they want to charge me for them and they are on the shelf, I was not going to pay $150 for an item I returned.

Camping

So while watching A. play T-ball, I asked C. what do you want for a snack when we go camping? Cam replied "Crackers, drinks, food, boogers", I said "Boogers" Cam, "yeah the ones that are in your nose, you pick em and eat em". I will not be eating that snack but maybe he will.

Sometimes you feel like not doing something and people should just accept it. After all it is my choice.

Registering FOR THE LAST SEMESTER!!!!! YAH

Registering for the last semester. What a feeling. We, ok I survived living in a college town. I had apprehensions about returning to school, will it work out, income, how long, etc? I graduated earlier and now it was my husband's turn. I had a right to wonder what would the outcome be, still not sure but I have been doing a monthly count down since December 2011. Yep and now I only have 6 1/2 months. What I would like to see is a decision, are we contenting on with more education or employment. If it is employment I would like a quick hire, not dragged out. Not sure where, but I know where I do not want to go. And so the wondering continues. Where will be be in a year from now, no idea. I clean a new set of cupboards and closets every week. Why, helping others moves motivates me to de junk, and I know I it is easier to gradually dejunk than to have to make a quick decision. That and really after helping people move and seeing all of their stuff ugh.

However, it will be a long 6 1/2 months. So many reasons but I don't want to share them all. I am excited for the next adventure. Not sure what all it may entail, if I did know I probable would not want to take the ride. Here is to adventures and come what may. I have realized that everything has two sides awesome and not so awesome. Sometimes it takes a while to find the awesome when it seems as if nothing positive could come, however if you look you can find something positive.  Example: We took the kids to Green Canyon, and the boys rode bikes, we drove around, A. chased butterflies. Then we drove and coming back A. wanted to ride his bike, C. fell asleep in his car seat. Well, A. was going over 15 mph, we were driving behind him, going down hill and wipe out. He was going to fast lost control and over the bike, got his forehead, fat upper lip, bloody gums, cut his thumb, got road rash on his cheats, got his knees. So lesson learned bring the helmet.  Positive--> he wore pants and a long sleeve shirt his choice. Then driving back C. woke up and was crying and yelling my tummy hurts. Well I said to Eli I hope he doesn't, "PUKE" I spelled that. Well he said it again I stopped, and let the puking commence. I was getting backspaced on my legs so I grabbed him and moved him to the weeds, let them absorb that nasty stuff right. Then after what seems like eternity he quit. Back into the car only now laying on the seat like he was dying. Then home, what an event. Positive --> The puking happened outside the car. Not sure what caused it.

Decisions

Have you ever been faced with choosing the correct multiple choice option, only that choice would effect the rest of your manhood? Trying to choose companies to possibly apply for, for my spouse, and the location. It is like a double multiple choice option, pick this company your options are to live here, and so on. So what company and where. I don't know it is like high school  all over again during a huge test and your massive brain fart no, aneurism.  Well, not everyone will be happy about the decision, good thing we live in the era with electronics, gas, and airplanes then people can come and visit. However, we know how that goes people always say you should come and visit, well last time I did I knew I would take the same road home, and amazingly enough when they build interstates, highways, back roads, they always have a way to return to the place you started, which means the people whom tell you to visit can also travel to see you. Astounding concept. This concept blows Einstein out of the water, because when people realize they can travel outside their living area WOW!

So, I was looking for pictures of job sites, Eli needed some transition photos and I found many other photos that I forgot I took. Oops. So when I figure out how to use a new program I will be updating a couple of years of old photos. That is why I carry the camera to trigger my mind that forgets to upload the photos. I realized that I need to update the way I store photos also. So I may find many others that I forgot about.

"That is a naughty word, do you want to eat soap the next time you say that?" C.

So C. has been saying some not so wonderful words. To be more specific idiot, hate--I can live with but trying to get them/him to think out of the box and choose another word. Other words shit, ass, dam. If he hears any word it becomes engrain in the little brain of his. He said shit the other day, so I said what did you say, "Shit Mom" C. I relied we don't use that word that is a soap word, "Well dad said it so it is ok" by C. I said no adults/big people say things they should not and that is one of them. "Ok mom"C.

A week before he would not stop with idiot. Yelling idiot and everyone was an idiot for doing anything. So I said you don't stop you will get soap in your mouth. Well, he didn't so first I caught him he was running away and then I grabbed dove, I figured that would be better than irish spring. And I stuck it in his mouth. I didn't make him bite and chew. But now he says "That is a bad word,(any word) I hear it again you will get soap in your mouth".

C. has nonstop talking. Going on the toilet we hear him singing. In the car jabber, jabber. It is total randomness and nonstop. Sometimes I say stop talking I need some quiet. If the radio is on he tries to sing with it, making up random songs. Crazy little boy.